pushing my luck is all exercise i need these days...it has been 7 months already,dont know why this is happening? i have been holding on hope for such a long time..m tired, a little discouraged.
and today i finally cried , yet another month..dont know if i have enough strength left. feel like saying ,why me????
There are some things no one can understand...like your dreams, your struggles and your feelings. No matter how much anyone pretends,they will never know.If only someone could share your vision.
i dont like to write when am depressed,but today i am ..so i just let this frustration out of me. m publishing this to , so i remember i survived this.
wish things could have been a little easier, just a little...a bit may be.
Night is darkest right know.I m in a mess for sure. M so glad i have an aim..this exam is all i want in my life right now..
No matter what am going to ace it . Dont care about this redtapism any more. Come whatever may..if it was a little fair ,would have been gud.But am not going to find an excuse..To hell with circumstances ,i create oppurtunities.May be someday ill remember it as something which made me push my limits , if i survived this ill look back with pride. Pain is for a moment ,Pride is forever.