3 in the morning seems to be the perfect time 2 write my first blog, not to mention when m supposed 2 be taking 2 major tests in the morning.....m exhausted, sleep deprived and a little hungry too. sense says that i should sleep now, or my brain will go haywire in the morning.its just a test. a month back,at times like this i would crib the whole day how much i hate these tests, these books, why cant i have enough time for everything i want to do in life, i hate this stress, dealing emergencies s not my cup of tea.medical school teaches you a lot of things like how to dissect a cadaver,memorise half the worlds information, make a diagnosis,how to read an X-ray , an ECG and how to deal emergencies......if they could only teach you that someday you might save your own peoples life.when you have your own folks life in your hands you just cant afford to make a mistake." Critical Care" s not just a topic it means lots of lives in your hands. 1 lecture of critical care changed my life , it is not about test , its not about marks , its about something much more.